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2007-04-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yo yo vera is back!!

Ever since work at ebase, reali gt no time to blog. Go work early, come home late late, the wrkin hrs sucks lo and is damn far from my house.

Work at there many unlucky thin happen to me, first my leg gt stuck at the door, but lucky gt one customer help me, and the day before i was hit by the plastic model, it was so dramatic lo, i touched my head then i saw bit of blood then i turn and let anna see, she was shocked, cause she tel me more and more blood was drippin down.

I was terrified, later i was send to TTSH, waited very long, then my mum bring me to my hse nearby clinic, when the doctor examine my wound, he say need to stich, i immediately cry out loud. Then he agreed to try to use glue to glue back see if helps.

When i walk out of the clinic, i kind of regret tt i cry till like tt

LOL

Pray tt i no need go back for stichin!!

2007-03-28T14:07:00.001+08:00

Yoyoyo, today is my off day, so gt time to update my blog. Started my work at ebase alr, it was nice. Haha and i gt free uniform. Yeah!! No need buy and i can own it. But ebase vivo there the clothes not so nice. Nvm, as long as i'm happy there:)

Olivia actually ask why i din cal her personally when i found the key?? Of cos not la!! I don wan to spoil my day hearin her voice, makes me wanna puke!! Anyway she's not related to me so i don care la.

One more thin, "she" ownself say wan work at ebase then gt the job alr complain this complain tt, kind of make me feel irritated. I don wanna say out cos i kw we will be workin together.

Anyway just hope she realise it

Watch TMNT with black yest, to our surprice the show was animation, haha tot was act by real ppl, but the show was quite funny la. Luckyily we watch during weekday, if watch durin weekend, don think will be worth it.

Kk gt to stop le, gg to slack:P

2007-03-22T15:29:00.000+08:00

Argh!!
I tot blog is somethin which we can reveal our personal feelin and don give a damn bout others!! Why she still can ask why i write those things, cos i'll be angry right!! Ya i kw is my fault k, but why can't she put herself in my shoes?? If this will to happened to her?? I rmb there is this auntie wrkin at taka who actually say alot of nasty thing bout her and wat the auntie say was partly true, but she also reacted strongly wat. I mean all this is natural reaction wat. who she think she is to teach me wat to write on my blog!!

I reali pissed off by her, i chose to remain silent and don wan tok to her bout wat i unhappy cos i don wan our friendship to be affected. But if her attitude remain like this, i don kw how long i can endure.

Don tok bout the unhappy thingy le la, make me more upset:(

I'm still waitin for ebase to cal me lei. ning say mon maybe can start work, but they haven cal me. Somemore i gt the job for FOX le, but scare if wrk fox le then ebase cal me wrk hw?? Just gt to wait, hope ebase cal me by today.

Yest went shoppin with "musk" bought 2 a pair of shoe, and 2 top. Lol, it was fun man!!

Yeah, black gt promoted!!

2007-03-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

Yo everybody!!

I was suppose to update my blog last week, cause gt so many stuff to write. Last mon went kboxin with anna, yz, and px. Lol, anna foot half of the bill for us, then after tt we went to tian tian steamboat at bugis for our late dinner. Spent 90 plus on it for total bill, but i come out with 64 bucks. Heartpain!! But nvm yz and px payday their turn to treat. Haha!! Anyway we have lots of fun, and most important the food is nice.

Then fri went to catch movie "THE MESSENGER" with black, the show was nice, luckily i chose tt instead of "300", black wanted to watch tt lo, but see the poster i sian 1/2 liao lo. Haha at last he listened to me:P

Sat me and black went cycling at east coast, it was fun. He taught me how to onercome my fear. Nw i'm not scared le. We cycle for bout 2 hrs, it was tirin but enjoyable. I promise i must go there again.

After tt he send me home to change, then we went novena to have ore dinner. We had steamboat, can see tt he reali enjoy it tot the food wasn't very nice. And he actually say tt he will like to have it again!! He was damn cute!!!

Past few weeks, i was strugglin in my rs problem. I was caught in a dilema, and had ask many of my frens for advice and they all gave me the same ans. And the more i gt to kw A i start to think tt, everbody change. A is not the same anymore. I nvr blame him but i just felt disgusted.

I'm sorry if i have hurt him again

2007-03-14T15:55:00.001+08:00

I'm back!!

Too busy to update my blog lately. Recently many things happen, make me pissed off!! F*c*ing o*i*i* suck to the core!!! She think wat lot 1 is a fun place ar, so good come work yourself la!!!!!!! Make sure you open your eyes and don fall sleep!!!!!!!! Damn fake and realistic!! Wan to quit le gt so many thing to say!! Wan to believe wat taka say?? Go ahead la, you think i care!!! I've sort up my tots, not to get affect by wat you say!! You are childish can!!! Purposely nvr send me summary of the pay!! Think i stupid ar!! Childish ppl will nvr make it big k!!

Nobody will work long for u wan la!! Any thin not happy say in front of me la, why must back-stabbed me like an ass hole!! Oh so u are a gutless bitch who does the talkin behind ppl back la

Tt day i'm not late k!! To be honest i forget to brin my key tts y i went back take k. No need cause i leavin then give me face la!! You are nt tt kind of person la!! Should nt have work for u so long!! Last year christmas sales good u make us feel so appreciated, now lot one or taka sales not good you do all the talkin!! You think wat your products very trendy ar!! If your product is good, no need promote also will sell k!! This explain the reason y sales soooo bad. DO SOME REFLECTION ON YOUR PRODUCT !!

The most sad and angry thin was not this incident but is when my fren kw bout this incident, she nvr console me, but cal me not to say out in case will gt her in trouble. I reali pissed off by her, but i will just let it be, anyway tts her.

This month wat makes me happy?

My ED HARDY!! I GT IT FOR MY BIRTHDAY!

2007-03-01T01:02:00.001+08:00

Yozzzzzzzzzzz..

Reali long time nvr blog man. Busy with work and everythin. Workin til 10 march with olivia, shld i be happy or sad?? But i quite pissed off lei by her, my collegues and i all tot tt she have changed!!

Anna and me wrk so long for her lo, ang pau money onli got 10 bucks!! KAO!! She haven even give me, ARGH!! Poor jerline, everyday gt to see her, she din even gt a single cent. Jer work damn hard for her lo.

Hai, hopefully can gt a better job after i left.

School start on july, is a new beginnin for me, don wanna rot anymore since i already have rot for 2 yr plus le. Is time for me to go back sch le.

Last week during Chi New Year just gt to meet up my frens sing ktv but miss yz was not there haha, kind of miss her, reali very long nvr meet her le. Gal you very busy lei, when are u goin to meet us???

Anyway Happy Chi New Year!!!!!

2007-02-06T16:49:00.000+08:00

2 more hrs to go before i knock off..

Yeah my boss give me my pay 2day. I'm going to shoppin after work, haha:) Clothes, pants, shoes, dress, many many more..

Tmr not wrkin sim lim haha, but lot one, another sian place, but nvm can zzzz haha:P hai i'm rottin, no much work to do. All the paperwork assign to me, i've finish. Haha feel like i'm paid to do nth. Haha ppl shld envy of me right, but no!! Haha once wrk here you guys will kw.

I feel so bad and guilty been paid for doin nth. Is like i start wrk at 1030, do some paperwrk which don take much of my time, i can after tt online til i knock off. Here, nobody to tok to. Only one word can describe. BORED!!

2007-02-05T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hai i'm left in the office alone. Is so bored over here.

Nobody online, there's nth much to see at friendster. Sian!! Stil gt 3 more day to survice over here.

Anyway haha 3 more day to go for my payday. Finally can go shop for my new year clothes le, cant wait le.

Yest went watch movie with my friend, is a thai horror movie. no storyline at all!! After movie went to eat supper. Haha reach there he say gt cravin for the stingray, so i tot i can go order otw i go toilet, haha who kws he actually went to order stingray also. Haha end up we are eatin 2 stingray:P

Anyway yest waS AN ENJOYABLE DAY!!

2007-02-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!
Og suck to the core!! I cant stand workin there any longer!! Tot i only start work there for the first day, i totally don like workin there. No phone allow, no shoppin there even after work, must tie hair, must scan twice in and out durin work and break time!!!! Totally suck!!

I suddenly miss jimmy alot, haha. The worst thin, met a weird guy there.

Hai hope olivia can change my schedule

2007-01-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

OMG!! NICOLE IS ATTACHED!!

Yest was my baby 21st birthday. Baby book out around 6 plus then we meet up go buy movie ticket then we go take photo, haha baby damn cute lo, very long never take photo with baby le:p after tt we went to swensen for dinner. Then we rush for our movie, KUNGFU MAHJONG, haha the show damn funny=)

Quite guilty never buy anythin for baby, cos this month a bit tight, but baby very understandin, he don mind at all. Haha but my birthday baby must buy present for me lei, haha:p

Time reali flies, so fast baby 21 le, mature le lei:p me also turnin 20 soon le, hope baby birthday wish will come true, and i hope everythin will turn smoothly for baby!!!

HAPPY 21ST BABY!!

Stay happy!!!
Stay cheerful!!!
Stay Optimistic!!!
Smile always!!!
Must be good boy le ar!!!!
Cant so playful le!!!

2007-01-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

Ermmmmm..
How should i start my blog for today?

Yest, baby bring me go vivo, the place was damn big and nice. Is quite complicatin too!! After all, i still prefer shoppin at orchard. Haha gt more choices=)

We went to buy movies ticket first before we went for our dinner. We were decidin on wat to eat for dinner then we came across this shop "SECRET RECIPE" and we decided to had our dinner there.

Baby order lasagne , and i order gourmet lasak and one more prawn aglio for our "side dish" haha and we manage to finish all up.

After the late dinner, is bout time to catch our show le. The name of the movie is called GHOST TUNNEL, is quite scary but another movie without storyline again!! And baby gt quite pissed off cause he order cheesy hotdog, and the staff there was sayin the food will be send to us, but we waited for more than half hour..

So i decided to go check with the staff and they can actually tel me they forget bout it. So i was told to wait for 10 more mins. Argh!!

Anyway i had a good time with baby:P

2007-01-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

Just reach home after meetin baby. Today baby is helpin his father again, so i'm stayin home to wait till baby finish work. Tmr meetin baby early in the mornin. After tt go baby house, let baby rest then ard noon baby say wan bring me go vivo city.

Finally can go there with baby le, lookin forward to how the place look like:P
haha, but i scared go there wait i cant resist to those beautiful clothes!!!!
Anyway, this month i shop alot le so gt to stop!!!

delly and vera

2007-01-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! Baby is out on the 16th jan..

We spent the whole day together, very happy. But next day i gt to go lot 1 work, cant spent time with baby, so baby decided to go help his father work lo, earn extra cash.

So baby mornin send me go work, acc me eat lunch, then he went home play game. Ard 5 plus baby come acc me eat dinner. Hee so nice=) After dinner, baby gt to go off le. He start work at 8 night til mornin 8. So tirin lo.

Next day mornin baby reach home baby msg me say he reach home le, then i cal him faster go sleep don go play game again, but baby wan send me go work. So nice of him. But i kw he is tired.

After baby send me go work baby went home sleep, cause i knock off at 4. I was thinkin to let baby sleep longer, maybe wake him up around 3 plus. But baby 2 plus wake up le, ard 3 he msg me say he otw le. I very surprise lo, tot he will still be sleepin.

Baby reach taka on time. But he was wet, cause it was rainin very heavily. So poor thin=( We decided to go catch a movie so we went LIDO cause his bike is still at there. We watched the harsh time. Damn stupid!! No storyline at all!! But baby seems to enjoy it.

Night le, baby gt to book in before 10. So we went home to change. After tt, baby meet his fren together go back camp.

Baby reach camp he cal me say he gt one good new to tel me, he say he can 8 to 5. Haha i reali very happy. Baby must be good boy hor:P

Think i gt to stop le, cause my sister is rottin le. Let her use the com then.

2007-01-15T19:11:00.001+08:00

Yeah!!! One more day to go:)

Tday is my off day, tts y gt time to blog. Hai, just nwn go have my hairdo, spent hundred over, very heartpain.

Just now call the bike shop and they say cant sell unless all the instalment are paid, sadness lo. If i kw i these few day don go shop so much ar.Now don kw how already la!!

And one more thin, you behave so secretly, you tot i stupid ar!! Straightaway after link me then close, is too coincidence right!! Sweet confession ar!!!!

I'm going crazy already la!!!!!!!! I'm broke!!!!!!!! $$$$

2007-01-09T19:21:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!!

Got my pay yesterday, went shoppin with px and anna, spent quite alot lo. Bought 2 bag, one top, 1 sandal, one high heel and some accessorises. Went to enquire bout our school thingy. Sian gt to rot somemore months. The rest of this month gt to eat grass liao, spend too much yest le.

Why i haven receive his second letter?? Sadness:(

Hai work for olivia til end feb, kind of "she bu de" her:( Tot of workin part time with her lei:P , anyway i saw 2 GUESS watch i reali like it alot man, very ex lo, baby buy for me can:P
haha my ED HARDY i also cant wait le, hey fren if see this blog, kw wat to do hor haha:P

Recently gt to kw one fren at taka, she look kinda emo, to my surprise she told me she's sufferin from split personality, i canty believe it man, i mean this is happenin ard my surroundin. Too much thin is happenin, hope the new year, everythin will be peaceful:)

One more week to go!! I miss you!!!

2007-01-01T16:33:00.000+08:00

Yeah, is a brand new year ahead. Now is 2007 le.

Yest went to K box for countdown. Haha sing from 11 to bout 6 in the mornin. Damn ex lo 43 buck each. Damn guilty lo, cos actually they wan watch movie but i insist wan go sing. But we havin lots of fun, laughin and singin, cos la gt anna there. She our host lo haha, opps:P

Once again, happy new year 2007!!

2006-12-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ho ho ho, Merry Christmas!
It had been a long time ever seem i last update my blog. Reali very busy with work. Finally christmas is over. But still gt to help my boss to work, cos she nt enough ppl.

Yest was a nice christmas eve. Went pubbin with my frens, but gt drunk, arghh:P I'm such a lousy drinker. We exchange present, haha tot tim say buy the present below 5 bucks but i heard wrongly, should be above, haha, nvm, anyway i manage to exchange for a nice gift:p

Sadness, this yr pay compare to last yr big diff man!!! No bonus somemore:(
Cant go for big shoppin le la.

Tmr, still gt to wake up early, gt to go ooi ooi liao le

2006-12-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i'm back:)
Nth much to write, anyway i'm feelin very happy cos he is back.

2006-12-04T11:58:00.000+08:00

Hihi,so many day nvr update my blog.

Yeah!!My dearest boy is back. I'm damn happy. We went to catch movie, supper at newton. Haha the best thing is, i spent away his 180 bucks. Haha feelin abit guilty after tt, but too late:p okok will try to save this month la;)

Went out with musketeer today, meet anna today also, accompany her eat dinner. After dinner me and musketeer went to our lao di fang to buy bubble tea, after tt we slack ard til 8 plus.When i just bout to board the bus, anna msg me, say she suspect gt promoter steal our thing, then i quickly went back taka to find out wat is happening. After tt we ask the promoter for receipt, she cant produce the receipt, can see tt she is scared, we went to ask the cashier if they had seen her payin for tt, all of them say no. The cashier even check all the transation receipt, there are no transation for ourr item, so is kinda of obvious tt she steal it. But she deny!! So we t to cal the supervisor, and it turn out to be selina, OMG!! But she's quite helpful, haha. She tok to me as if we have no grudges before. Gt to see how thing goes tmr liao. Hope the truth wil be out tmr, if not everyone will tot tt we accused tt promoter.

Hai, sadness:( today suppose to be our payday lei, but olivia nvr mention anythin. Hope tmr she will give us lo, damn broke now. Kk gt to stop le, tmr still gt to wake up early.

2006-11-27T12:16:00.000+08:00

It had been 2 days since i last updated my blog.

Recently was too busy with work, by the time gt home was already too late somemore everythin reach home surely will gt ppl conquer the com, vey sian wan:p Yesterday went out with musketeer, for or ktv session. Haha it was fun and CHEAP. Cause our dear px help us subsidize half, haha we are always like tt:p Hee..px too good to bully, but nvm la she rich:)

Yest go out din reali spent alot. Control, reali gt to save $$ liao, hope is nt too late. Hai, but yest very sad,yz la cos of crab pang seh us. SADNESS.Hope yz can see this blog then she will be guilty. Haha anyway she promise to treat us eat liao, so nvm:p

Today gt 1 shockin news from nana. He was the 1 behind all this!! He was the wan who betray him!! Damn him!! How can he do such a thing!! Del help him so much and yet he did this kind of thing!! HE REALI GUTLESS!! NO BALLSSSSSSSSS!!!!! Better don tok bout him.turn me off!!

Got to stop le.Is gettin late le.

2006-11-24T11:40:00.000+08:00

Morning:)Today i'm left in the office alone,sian.Not much thing to do.Boss onli cal me to cut cut thing,check check stock.Can msn whole day liao.But later i'll be representin boss meet a customer,bit stress,scare will mess up everythin.Haha but boss got confident in me :P will try my best:)

Wau lau yest the SUPERSTAR result damn sux lo.Kenny out.He cute lo.Then the gal gt the highest score also out!Don kw wat the audience doin.But tt gal was quite calm and cool,nvr cry infront of the tv.Then another quite col wan,think her name cal mag cry til damn jia lat.See le very heart pain.This season wan like nt very nice.But the judges is cute:)

Yesterday rahman gf msg me ask me how is del,but i din reply her,don kw why i suddenly don feel like replyin her.And if i were to reply her,i was tinkin if i shld tel her to pass the msg to rahman cal him stop botherin del.He reali is a bad influence.

Hai rainin nw and i'm so sleepy,how am i gg to tahan til 630?But nvm la,tmr is my off day le
haha my day comin liao,happy happy:)

Sunday get to meet musketeer liao.Finally the yz super busy,always must coodinate with her schedule:PHaha i reali can't wait to go back taka,can work with musketeer again.Is gg to be fun.

Ok i gtg already.Nth much to write le:)

2006-11-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

I'm back finally after so many days:)Yeah!! Gt his letter le haha.And finally save his bike from tt dangerous place haha.But,damn ex lo gt to spend 50 bucks to save the bike.But it definately worth it!!Yesterday went to look for the stupid jimmy,he like damn fake lo,say if gt anythin must tel him then me and my boss was thinkin like tel him then jia lat lo.Anyway guess ther won be much problem already.Haha look forward to sat and sun, haha my off day:P next week will be pretty busy guess won haf much time to blog le,so don miss me ar:P

2006-11-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

haha i'm here to blog again.Hai, today sat but i'm at home bloggin.Wat to do??No money!!So must stay at home rot lo.Haha:)Must wait till pay day le.4 dec,faster come lei,haha can't wait liao.today at home so nt much thing happen.Yest jus wrote letter to him.pray tt he can receive then reply me lo.Sianz..Tmr susspose to meet musketeer but the yz la,last min cant again,everytime like tt.Very long nv watch movie shoppin liao lei:(MISS IT SOOO MUCH!!!I want to wait for him then do it all with him,haha hope the day willome soon:P

2006-11-17T15:50:00.000+08:00

Yoyo haha feelin better now le.Nv reali tink bot it le.I'll let nature take it cause then.Let fate decide ba.:)Let us tale this time to cool down first yap.At least i kw wat i wan nw le.Thing is going to progress i guess.Hopefully lo.Haha 1 happy thing just keep in contact back with 1 of my pri school mate.We din contact due to some childish conflict haha.I'm the wan started it haha but tt time small ma cant blame.Haha nw grown up le can tink le.Happy tt we are friend back.Argh 1 angry thing!Boss tel me tt the 'xiao man yao' complain to her tt i went to toilet sleep for 3 hrs,for godness sake he tink taka toilet reali smell good ar!He tink inside is hotel ar!Why nw the superviser no common sense wan.He study so much end up lei only gt mosquito brain!Pathetic man!Haha somemore the selina wan to angry bout me say i wrote somethin like fat ass in the attentance book.Haha JOKES man!Gt to admit she's fat and irritatin bout for her kind of attitude tink nt onli me hate her to the core.Except for those aunties who always apple polish her til her shoes also can shine already!Hai she also quite pathetic la,ppl nt sincerely wan to befriend with her she still tot she like superstar like tt.PUI!!!Digustin!!End of the mth go back taka surely stress wan.Surely they are goin to 'ding si wo' by all means!I don give a damn!I just do my duty and if by tt they still gt alot things to say.Then i shall let my boss kw.Taka ppl all super fake ar.Especially chemel,pretend to be good,deep inside her gt many evil tots.All the thng surely is comin out from her mouth.Hai auntie is all like tt wan!Eat nth to do at there gossip.Can't they take a good look at themselve.Wat are they doin man!I tell myself nt to be like them when i old,if nt wait my husband dump me.Tink tts bout it today.Feelin like wan to faster go home eat mummy de friend prawn.YUMMYLICIOUS!!!!

2006-11-16T11:22:00.000+08:00

After 2 days le stil no news of him:( i reali very worry.iI hope thing is nt going to worsen.Yest went to paradiz met up with his fren ask wat actually happen,gt to kw half of the story,the other half i can onli wait for hom to cal me to tel me everythin.I reali hope he is ok nw.I wan to let him kw tt he is nt on his own,watever happen i will be there for him.I don ask for a complete change in him cos i kw it takes time bt i hope at least nw watever he do thin bout the consequences and the ppl around him.I'll give him time to change and i'll slowly guide him just like wat he use to do.If he can give me a chance to change,i believe i can do it too.I kw watever he had done is for some reason.I can understand and i don blame him.He is doin this for the sack of us.Bt after this incident i don think i can still think this way,cos by thinkin this way he will stil continuin with it.And i guess he also learn his mistake already.Hopefully.Cos lady luck will nt always be by his side.I don want to tired myself everyday worry bout him.Hope tt god bless him give him 1 more chance to repent.I believe he will change.I'll pray for him:)

2006-11-15T12:20:00.001+08:00

Yesterday i'm suppose to meet him after work.just 15 min ago before i reach i was still msgin with him.Who knows when i reach he was nt there,so i tot maybe he is otw already.So i jus wait.Then i saw his fren he told me tt somethin might had happen to him.So i was scare i quickly cal him tryin to reach him bt i could'nt,i was panick.After awhile i try called again,his phone was switch off:( I reali don kw wats happenin.Why he always must let me worry wan!I reali don kw wat i suppose to do now.All i can do is to wait for him to give me a call.I reali must ask him wat is happenin!I hope my concern and care will make him think wat is his next step and do somethin bout it.

2006-11-09T12:27:00.000+08:00

Yo i'm back finally.These few day abit lazy to blog haha.Finally gt chance to blog le use workin time to blog:p damn bored man.Nth to do,slack all day.haha jus finish readin yz blog damn funny haha.She always gt many things to say.Haha tts her:p Hai he is always busy workin no time for me.Should i be more understandin cause wat he's doing also for the sack of us..i'll try.

2006-11-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

Halo i'm back.These few day keep on rainin btmy heart no longer feel rainnin le.I reali feel more relax le cause at least i kw wat he is doin outside.i'll give him more time,cause i also have to understand ma.At least nw he is honest wif me..Hope he kw wat he is doin..
hai suck this mth cant shoppin le pay super less,somemore still own ting a levis jean.Too many thin to buy le till nt enuff for me to spend..Haha nw outside wif him playing game..He reali very playful like small kid..also dn kw when he can grown up abit:p Today good mood nth happen also so nth much to talk,so i'm going to stop here le

STAY HAPPY!!!

2006-10-31T15:52:00.000+08:00

I reali don know how long if i should belive him again tot i always belive tt as long as a person is willin to change he or she should be given a chance..i try to believe him bt still will doubt him..i hope all this will end fast cause is causing me alot of misery..i use to be very cheerful and always believe him in watever he say..bt this 1 month plus i can feel tt ther's a slight change in him..i kw he still care for me like wat he use to bt the feelin is very diff..i jus hope tt i'm been sensitive..i reali hope he will not take me for granted,and change for the better.When will this day come??Everyday i wake up i will have to face the same feelin and it suck..i hope he kw wat i'm goin through now and onli he can end my misery..hope is just his temp playful moment now..i can totally understand how he have gone through for the last 5 mth plus when i did so many stupid thing to him..regret..so guess god is punishin me now for doin tt to him cause he don deserve to be treated tt way..Dear god i promise i won do tt to him anymore..please end my misery..i wan him to be like last time..

Miserable!!

2006-10-29T12:34:00.001+08:00

Hai..is god punishing me for wat i have done??I reali feel guilty for wat i've done le..Wat should i do???Am i too emo or sensitive??This reali make me feel very miserable..i don wan this kind of life anymore..can someone please help me??Tel me wat should i do??Will there be a progress??He is reali good and i want to be with him bt will he change??Will i be able to overcome the phobia??I reali hope i can kw wat will happen in future..i reali can understand how he feel last time le..sorry be:( hope everything will be back to normal soon.if not i think i surely everyday no ned sleep no need eat..i wan my last time del back..please give back to me!!!

Wat should i do??

2006-10-27T14:37:00.001+08:00

Pass few day i've been thinkin am i doing the right to be with him??Is god trying to punish me for wat i've done to him??Or is just tt we were not meant to be???I hope wat i am doing now won cause me to regret..hope everythin will turn out fine..guess wat i can do now is to wait..but how long can i wait??Sometimes i reali feel very tired..tryin to let go bt i can't..i reali hope all this unhappy thin will end soon..i wan my happy life back

Sianzzzz

2006-10-22T14:32:00.001+08:00

Hai..today is such a boring day for me,but also a slack day for me:P Tot work here sometime will gt nth to do but still can slack so nt bad la haha:)Don kw later musketeer gt meet me for dinner not..the yz lo must go home eat dinner:(Don kw later the piggy can wake up not??He yest so late then reach home,sure sleep like pig de:(gt to wait for him again.sian lo..Hai..life like meaninless.Think i gt to take up some course to make myself busy so tt i won thin bout anythin..Stress!!I wan my luck BACK!!!

Where's my fairy godmother??

Confuse:(

2006-10-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

Halo..Today suppose to go out with musketeers butl ast min got somethin on.Lucky they very understanind haha.Today is a sunny and windy day for me,also don kw why??Think is the same old problem ba.Hai..Is trust reali so impt??YES!!Trust is everythin i guess.Trust give you sense of security.But i don evn kw if i have tt basis thing.I don kw how long i will feel this way is so tiring and miserable.I hate this feelin:(Why i can't be like my fren,throw all the problem aside??Recently,eveythin seems not to be going smoothly for me:(When can all this end??Can someone give me some advice and tel me wat i should do..I reali have done my part le.

Waiting For You..

2006-10-20T13:39:00.000+08:00

Yo!Finally friday has arrived:) I waited for so long lo for this day to come.He's comin out soon le,just a few more hour onli:p Hope he reali has learn his lesson le,don disappoint those who cares bout him:)But i don kw if i will have any phobia after this??I wanted to forget the whole incident but scare will get hurt again:( I reali hope we can be like last time,but can we??Think time can prove everythin.Haha lucky this time got my muskerteer and sister to stand by me..Thank girl:)

waitin for you
waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me in the night

She sucksssssssss!!!

2006-10-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

After i start to step into the working society then i know that everything is not as simple as i think.I always tot tt you just have to go to and finish work on time,then can just call it a day.But,i'm totally WRONG!Every place i work at seems to always have political problem.Recently,i was having pro at my work place.There's this idiotic asshole who keeps on findin trouble with me.I reali dislike her alot!Everythin was nt the same anymore.Everythin seem to be control by her.Not fair at all!Why can't i have a say!Why always those ppl who likes to apple polish will always be ok!!Why i can't just say out the thin tt i wan to say!I reali learn alot of things from this incident.NOT EVERYTHIN IS FAIR!!!NOT EVERYTHIN IS AS BEAUTFUL AS YOU SEE IT THAT WAY!!!